Blaugust reborn summery

HEY HO EVERYBODY – well Blaugust reborn is over and I have to say it was something. I wrote about as much as I thought I would. Not to say it was a bad thing – it just is what it is. The upside is that it got me writing again, as well as finding a few more blogs to follow.

I still have a few things I want to write about, which I will of course and just stick those bad boys anywhere in the month. I have to say one of the things that kind of bummed me out is that I can’t get the blogger posts or rather I can’t follow them the way I would like to. I’m pretty sure I will figure it out at one point.

I also realize I read a lot of blogs about World of Warcraft – which is crazy, since you know, I don’t even play that game. But I get enjoyment from it so what ever’s clever.

I also am going to have to be more aware of tags – for some reason I am actually PRETTY bad with them.

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So new topic – a few days ago I was feeling a bit depressed. It’s like I woke up and was so super sad about life. I think that is just something everyone goes through. I mean I’m not going to lie my life has been like that for a while, but you know you mush on.

Thankfully I took the day off on Thursday and more or less stayed in bed. Did it help me feel any better? Nope…but I did it anyway. I just didn’t have the energy – the same happened on Friday. That sluggish feeling, the migraine, the not wanting to eat or get out of bed. I did for a bit though, mainly because I have a 9 yo and although he is more than able to take care of himself, I REFUSE to be that person. He needs his snuggles throughout the day and fun time as well.

So after baking a choco fudge cake I puttered around the house. We played a few games together (which I really have to get another 1 or 2). I did play ESO for a bit which can be nice. I did really bad with Battle Grounds, after that I just switched up to do treasure maps and mat farming. I THOUGHT about doing Cyrodiil but I couldn’t even drag myself to do that. So I didn’t…..

The weather is really lovely, not to hot and not to cold. Of course that puts me in the mind that winter is coming. Which means I need to get some things organized in my apartment. I wish I knew how to have  fun…I know that’s an odd statement but it kinda is true. Whelp the way I see it, either things will fall into into place or not.

Thought I had things qued

HI EVERYONE, if you’re still following me that’s great. For some reason I thought I had some things qued for the rest of the month, guess not – LoL.

So what’s been going on here in the Bunny Burrow. Whelp – working a crap ton. I have a regular 9 – 5 job so I have to do that. To you know be able to eat, pay bills and have an apartment.

Speaking of apartment, it’s right now in an area of flux. I had a HUGH purge due to an infestation of bugs. It was sad having to get rid of so many things. So now I am left with the remains, the things I could save. Its been about a week now and still so much stuff is still in plastic bags. I have no idea what to do. It’s overwhelming to be honest. On the upside I have a lot of ideas on what to do with the space so that’s good. It’s just getting the bits I need to do it. I also have this walk in closet in the living room which is odd – but I’m thinking I can do something better with that space, maybe like an office.

Another thing that has been going on – I haven’t personally been streaming on twitch – but my Battle Buddy has and I’m in 2 of his streams.This is the  first stream i’m in. Check it out, give him a follow. If it goes well I’m thinking maybe going and doing it on my own as well; (be warned there is smack talk and a bit of cursing – lol).

I have been making NO progress with my writing, but I am at least giving it a try. Writing character descriptions – thinking about how to make the world I want to write in.

I have been keeping an eye on Cyberpunk 2077 – mainly because it really looks amazing. I have a habit of finding out EVERYTHING I can about a game before I play it. I have a very small budget so I am always super careful before I invest time into something new. I think the best thing is they are  saying you can explore everywhere. Granted I’m not sure how that’s going to work out – but I’m on the hype train. Here is a link to their website https://www.cyberpunk.net/en/

I also entered a contest to see if I could win a copy of Monster Hunter World, it’s another beautiful looking game that I know I’m going to get lost in.

That’s all for me right now, lets keep going strong with the blogging thang…….

Character Inspiration

Pam Grier – She is just everything………I have seen most of her movies. No matter how much she changes she is still the same.

One of my odd cogs

OK so I will say right now I have NO drawing talent at all. Like no skills..it was one of those things I never spent time on. In honesty I read a lot and spent a lot of time alone so you know. I can sew pretty decently, I’m not professional or anything but I do decent.

ANYWAY – I have never played D&D. I do write some, and I have to say I have used some of the D&D monster information for my stories. So one of the creatures I actually kind of like is the Myconid…..they are based off mushrooms.

So I figured I would just share some images of the FUNGUY…..(i know that was a sad joke).

It’s a Bit Much

So today I woke up 5 minutes before the alarm clock went off, I wasn’t annoyed or anything it just happened. So I got up and started the day – I’ve been at work doing the work thing and watching streams on twitch because it’s slow.

In all honesty I’ve been feeling sort of spread thin, just to many things I guess. I totally purged the house of a lot of things, moving furniture around. I had to give the dog up for adoption. (just couldn’t afford to take care of her any more). I’ve been also trying to write more. Not just the blog thing – but these stories that are sort of stuck in my head.

I’m getting bogged down in the details again. On the one hand I realize a lot of it is based on worlds I’ve seen already or read about. It’s like a fan fiction loop. I also want to write reviews for the stories I’ve been reading and I realize i’m not really sure HOW to do that. Plus trying to get some game play in and editing screenshots which can take a really long time. then having this crazy idea to stream my own videos. My brain is really on overdrive.

I’ll figure out soon enough.

My beautiful Greavy

People can be Kind

I may not talk about my financial situation that much – as it is just what it is. The byproduct of living in a nice town with good schools. Which means if you are in a certain income bracket you’re not going to have extras.

In and of itself that’s fine. I have learned to budget to provide for my family. I don’t have a lot of extra perks. Although my ESO monthly membership is something that I keep (although there have been times it has lapsed). I love the game and the community. I’ve made a few friends that I know whose company I would enjoy in real life.

I watch  their streams and tweets – I am concerned when I don’t see them online after a while. It’s just a part of who I am and how I am.

Today was one of those days where I wanted to cry because of people’s kindness. Now if you don’t know me – I am who I am. As in how I type is how I speak – well maybe a bit less words, but the vibe is the same. I’m ok with people’s life choices as long as it isn’t hateful or hurtful. It takes a lot to get me flustered. If i do get upset about something I usually say something right away or just cut you off 100%.

So yesterday I logged on to play for a bit – meeting up with 2 guildies who I seem to often end up rolling with. We were in team speak just chatting away. Twitch has been giving away free crates so we were talking about it. I have gotten something like 8 crates in total – which is cool. Since the time when most streams happen I’m at work I can run them in the back ground but can’t really hear whats going on.

One of the guys won a free pet – which is AMAZING. Which started us talking about pets. I was saying I had like 5 pieces of the Dwemer Pet, but I was missing 2. I figured I was going to have to go grind for it. The other guildie met up with me and gave me the 2 pieces I needed, I was so happy. I offered gold – but he didn’t want it (I still paid him 1 gold on principle). In the process my other guildie sent me the ring tail pet since they already had it.

Neither of them HAD to do that, they did it because they were being nice and wanted to do a nice thing. I swear I really do LOVE the ESO community. I like helping people when I can, but when others do it for me I am always surprised….. I APPRECIATE YOU GUYS SO MUCH. Thank you for making an old woman’s day.

I have named the Dwemer Tootsie Roll and the Ring tail is Lice ^_^

Character Inspiration

Here is another one – i will admit she is also my girl crush and has been for a LONNNNNNNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGgggggggggggggggggggg time. I think one of the main reasons is because my mother passed away when I was 5 and like every black kid in that time she was THE TV MOM. Looking at her makes me very very happy.

Phylicia Rashad